This is a song about "Killing myself"

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

They asking me to be myself

I got 20 thousand views of french itself

I lost hope almost roped myself

But i remember to myself

And everybody's having sex

A beautiful 'puffee , killing

Like wu-tang, look how i do the thing

Mic defibrillator give you haters heart attacks in advance

.started makin stak..killing killing killing killing killing killing raps

Like i'm mac miller, killing these rappers before i kill myself.

At the tender age of 12, and you feel that no one cares