This is a song about "Jaylen losing to a girl"

That means i wear a suit and bend the truth and feel awful

Losing track of time as i jump portal to portal

Niggas fightin 'cross the whole planet, so it could never be peace

I'm losing my connection to you, but i'm trying to believe

I'm hoping that this letter reaches you

Losing my mind. tried to think through.

To why i have a bad girl good girl i cant find her

My insecurities and worries shall be no longer

To me girl your one of a kind,

You can search but you'll never find

For shootin' done to you or we're losing' money

And them blacker girls ain't on the tube usually

I want a girl to love

Is you big enough