This is a song about "In die aande sit ek in my kamer oogies nat my trane vloei soos water"

"oh my god i gonna die!" then sit and cry because the day i die,

True to the gamei claim outlaw riderswe give a fuck what they try

Maybe a peaceful night, baby don't cry

Sitting in my room at night wishin id die

Sit here on my phone in my room all alone

I'm winning cause ricky made my mistakes known

Cause i walk around with pockets that are bigger than my bus

I just sit in my mind trying to find out what's my purpose

At night water flow to my eyes ill be a thug till i die

Don’t know which one i’ma drive, fuck it, i’m just gone fly

If you try to hang with me you should finally truly see

So i'll sit here in purgatory, waiting for my morning glory,