This is a song about "Im the real one no to be honest"

I went away for a while to be honest i felt pitiful

Cause every girl i deal and fuck, it's always against her will

And i know you miss me tooshe sighed then she said

There'll be no one left, by the time im dead,

What a feeling of overcoming the odds

Used to be neglected, now im the one who call shots

Im going to be the one standing with the crown

Smile on my face, tears of a sad clown

To be honest i may have embellished

That ice be onto my neck and wrist

Hoping to be dreaming, no, i'm happy it's real

2 shades from the color graymy kick game so unreal

But fuck it, to be honest

You was bigger than an artist

The world should turn as soon as my records spin

To be honest, i hate you, with a burning passion.