This is a song about "Im kingpin"

After im gone im forgotten

And when it's said and done

Hopped on the pulpit and told them how i was truly blessed

Im confused and distressed, happy yet im depressed

My way like a usher song

To guess the shit im on, im gone

I guess im tryna say that im heartless

Here i go again, falling in love

Im stubborn and im ignorant,

This how i hear it different

Got a big fat lawsuit and everything

Im stuck in reality im no longer dreaming