This is a song about "Im awe"

And then he went leaving all of usin a total awe leaving behind the message that

Can't nobody fade meand i been goin' insane latelyand everybody tryin ta hold me back

Or let the mob handle that

Im still loaded, im loaded

Beautiful are thou, africa

Leave the critics struck in awe

I was hyper because i didn't get attention from my real pops

I'm coming back to shock and awe, keep running, squawkin' with your clotted scars,

Sometimes im afraid sometimes im engaged

Wasn’t bustin’ jimmy, i’d be busy gettin’ paid

Im still loaded, im loaded

You ain't gon find that

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin

Im bout to give ya, im ridiculing