This is a song about "Im about to kill my self"

Started caring about my self than my rapping career

I give her vicoden relief you just an aspirin pill

Im on the brink to self destruct

They just don't give a fuck

Yeah the coach used to say i was awesome, right

Stab my self to death and end the suffering tonight

She watchin' that oxygen

He tried to kill my cousin

Don't give a fuck to what ppl say do it for ur self for ur ppl kill it

What the fuck? that's your fucking brother? i ain't with that jerkin' shit

Yeah, that there is a fight in itself

Some thing i keep to my self

I'm so fly no one to bite on but my self

Everybody coming home deserve a white benz

My whole is about to reshape, feel like im playin games at the local arcade.

But his deferred, and blurred and changed in shapeit's fate, it wasn't my choice to make