This is a song about "I wish that i was good enough"

And attacking faster than foes can change the channel, whoa

I wish that i could say, i was crazier then rambo

I thought i was valuable enough, i was the gem

Say there mr. mirror, put yourself up to yourself and then

I dont wanna live, i wish my mom had enough sence to pick up a coat hanger,

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

So, suicide i perceive, before i slide on that ring

I was born with a good fate and a good beginning

Then swag it out, ounces then bags is out

Wish that i could be allowed

So she sees sex as a way of leaving hell

I wish i was #great, 'cause i just feel like an l

I wish that life was a dvd

No cadillac, no perms, you can't see

So if i do call it's just a check

Fuck i still wish i was dead,