This is a song about "I was dreaming big"

I'll be the underline i'm-trynna get beside you like the number 9, dime

See if i get away with it now that i ain't as big as i was but i'm

Dreaming dignity delivered

Just woke up and screamed, fuck the world

Notice everything it wasn't. realizing why it shouldn't ever be again

Weren't rockin wit me when i was a lame, but now i got big and you ain't the same.

But this is a small step, i'm dreaming of running big

Now i'm taking these pills and i ain't even sick

See if i get away with it now that i ain't as big as i was, but i've

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

So now we in the hotel, mirrors on the ceiling

I wish that i was sleeping in my bed cozy just dreaming

Go ahead like i said dreaming won't hurt again

I came through with diseased semen on my pen