This is a song about "I wanted to kill myself"

Even if i wanted to

I'll tell you baby that we're through

I simply wanted to yell

And i ain't goin' well

Even if i wanted to

Can't nothing come between me and you

Two middle fingers for the police if a nigga get killed no rat no cheese

If i really wanted to i could kill you with my bare hands with ease

Before we begin, i need to introduce myself

Help me pay my little rent, maybe sit in a benz

Cause i can't seem to hear myself

I got 20 thousand views of french itself

Like i'm mac miller, killing these rappers before i kill myself.

And that's a better reason to for me to take advantage with sex

Then i grab my binder, that’s when i wanted to find her

The therapist said hello but my mom would wonder