This is a song about "I wanted to kill myself"

If i really wanted to i could kill you with my bare hands with ease

Still hear that laughin' under breath while the orlando police

I wanted to get along,

December 4th a star was born

Drinks in the airrrrrrr let-let-let-let it fly

And i promised to myself,they must die

Even if i wanted to,

Then i gotta say peace to you

But i aint going to kill myself, i aint going to kill my health,

Nigga with too much to say, you might make a fool of yourself

I guess that's why you wanted to flee,

But five years from now i bet she see

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

But don’t worry about it girl, just be yourself

I chill now...cop a little ice later

And i never wanted to betray her