This is a song about "I want to run away and die"

I try to run away from my issues, but it doesn't help at all

Mama bills piling up, her son don't got no time to ball

Tonights gonna be a fuckin' fight

Wanting to run away and hide

And niggas slippin if they think the fucking grip is a lie

Now think about it, you want innocent people to die?/

My home girl told me i got an issue

Now all i want to do it die and be with you

What the fuck am i hear for? just to live and die?

Never alone we 'bout to make the drums cry

Can’t tell your girl so she the center fold

And run away, because hip hop couldnt hold

Listen busters, scarier when i finger fuck her

If you run away i will capture your mother

Looked to the heavens and asked him to make a better way

Yet you still looked at me in disgust, started to run away/