This is a song about "I want to run away and die"

You're like the sun and winter, my pot of gold

And run away, because hip hop couldnt hold

Music's too loud, i want to run and hide

But this card i'm trickin' with got no limit right

Man i skip, school everyday, never learned a thing except how to run away,

But in the midst of all this anger and this angstnever once did you heard me say

Wanting to run away and hide

When i'm down and out, i get up and right

Until i started to lose my way

And i want you to stay

I don't want to die, that's a door for immortality

Man going around around the world so many times i'm dizzy

I just reflect on how i ain't met you, yet boo

Now all i want to do it die and be with you

I never wish death, but i want my doubters to die slow

It sucks that i didn't get the chance to say hello