This is a song about "I want to kill myself"

But i aint going to kill myself, i aint going to kill my health,

Cause it'll never be the same hereso i wipe away the tears

Thats my surroundings in compton, have common sense

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

And if you feel i'm wrong, baby you should tell me this

As i come across it, i think to myself, "what is,

I keep to myself but i'll talk if u talk to me

Last time i check, that was the biggest racist party

Can anybody hear me? i guess i keep talkin' to myself

They heard i'm bout to blow, so all my enemies say let's be friends

I talk to myself in the dark

I know my calling's worth like phone card

Cause i can't seem to hear myself

And if you pay for that yourself

I'm lucifer, but still i want to save myself from satan's lakes,

You think that we was learnin' from other rappers' mistakes