This is a song about "I want to kill myself"

I need to fucking find myself,

I'm on deck i'm up next

Cause every girl i deal and fuck, it's always against her will

Sayin' dear lord, can you help a nigga?that last one i didn't want to kill

I keep to myself but i'll talk if u talk to me

Fuck you bunch is here, never disrespect my family

I try to tell myself what else could i do?

Man, this nigga ugly and he raps, ooh

But i remember to myself

Monday through monday we be cashing checks

I put some cash in ya pocket

And i don't want to quit

Leave these thoughts to me, myself and i

Real nigga shit, don't tell no lie

And these artists don't need me they already rich

-i didn't want to kill the little white bitch,