This is a song about "I wanna kill myself"

I'm on deck i'm up next

I need to fucking find myself,

I don't rap flipping coke, i just try to give em hope

I'd fuckin' kill myself but i'm already using the rope

While i'm making history

I'm big boss,that's why they wanna kill me

I know i can't kill myself so i run and punch the shelf

I’m callin’ on you ’cause i can’t do it myself

And if you pay for that yourself

But i remember to myself

You fumbled in a drill, young man get on the hill

Oh you murder? i accidentally kill

Family is all i need but indeed them too can run me right up a tree

I kill zombies easy physical fatality, ya dont wanna battle me.

And she ain't gay, but the only thing she like is fucking chanel

I just wanna kill you now you turned my heaven into a hell