This is a song about "I wanna kill myself"

I’m at dulles with luggage fly straight to the money

Needa start worrying bout myself/ and where i wanna be

I'd fuckin' kill myself but i'm already using the rope

Who swore i'd wouldn't live till twentynow they gotta cope

When i die tell them to turn my coffin to stretch benz

I know i can't kill myself so i run and punch the shelf

Supportin' my baby girl just like daddy

Wanna kill em like i killed that nanny

It's like i'm an alien who alienates by the herd, so as far as being heard

I wanna be like you but i always find myself buryin more bodies in the dirt

I need to fucking find myself,

I'm on deck i'm up next

I did now i can't find myself

If you can't look up at yourself

After lebron, i'm what's next

By how i conduct myself