This is a song about "I ve counted the times"

Do you think you'll ever get to the point where you can live

Open bar with the torch card, now i open my own times^32

Repeated the cycle so many times i forgot the trial

My nephew looking at me cause his daddy is his idol

Of the times you wish i would remember your splendor

That's why forever i love seldom and trust never

I speak to cj often and sometimes

Reminding me of the bad times

You listenin' to her is leaving you with empty nights

I was growin as a person in the hard times

Unify them, mob through, take over and

Times like this i remember the hunt

After all the times i preferred dying.

I got my wife, so fuck the ring

Tryin'a keep up with my mind, and you wonder why

All the times i wasted sittin round gettin high