This is a song about "I tried to give you the opportunity"

So why do i feel the urge to cry and tell you "look i tried"

Get into, get intolet it ride, tonight's the night

I tried to sell my soul, the devil couldn't afford it

Making his own fucking beats, covers, videos and all that shit

Every time i walk inside the house, she always tend to start shit

But i guess i was begging for it/ you left and you just tried to award it

They calling me the hottest in the game

I tried to leave, but honestly i love the pain

I tried to fuck the world and couldn't even get aroused

Told me mary was a go so we passed her round and round

I tried to make the drama go away,

But i got two a-mex's that look the same way

It's your own fault suckas so don't get that shit confused

I tried to drown the voices with the drugs that i've used

It feels good putting money in your mailboxi love paying rent when the rent's due

Every time my mum tried to tell me the truth i was right there defending you