This is a song about "I thought you was my bestfriend"

But back to you,i thought i was clear when i was smashing you

I love what you're doin'. i'm just hopin' you continue

You was gonna do, that's what i thought, you're pitiful

Don't fuck around and make it truemy adversaries crumble

Well, i’m flyin' over, literally, flyin' over cities

You thought that i was done with completely being an ass? please

Heard my voice just thought i was that high

Live off my lie and my lullaby

I thought van-city was home

Yeah, he blowing up your cell phone

See i'm not the same guy anymore that you thought i was

Metaphors in every color, these indelible bars

I might have fuck my ex's bestfriend but i'm not shore

I've been so thorough, that's what i boast for

Giving excuses like shit i thought i was alone or i thought it was my homes

Physical , emotional and mental abuse/ combination of those