This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I know my calling's worth like phone card

Where i could scream my bars straight out my heart/

And by this i meant, i should have said,

Lifes not all fair, work till we fall dead

They wanna see a nigga lose but i’m destined to win

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

It's not a figure of speech when i tell you that i dumped her

Fuck i should have prepared but better late than never

You downs-syndrome syphilitic bitch- you should have feared my viciousness

Cause i got caught up in the scenewondering what would happen to this

I am ryu-like to the fiend

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face