This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I start my incision, my heart unforgiven

Why me, i say it cause we number one

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Everything be rem, my eyes look like them chinese boys

So i feel hate in my heart

Know give me a head start

Soon as you got inside i should have known

I'm definitely in a class of my own

I'm so intact so i stay sharp

I loved you with all my heart

These daysit's an all out rat raceand look at meee just caught another cat case

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

I feel goodgot some time off, girl, it's been so long

If i can't have your heart then mine i will pawn.