This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

Fuck i should have prepared but better late than never

Queen wit a crown that be down for whatever

I know the world gets cold and the days get long

If i can't have your heart then mine i will pawn.

And if my record never break, i still won’t break my promise

Should have took some precaution now its costin me my conscious

For me looks good she said oh you so sweet

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

Everything be rem, my eyes look like them chinese boys

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started

So i'mma talk about a little bit of that

Where i could scream my bars straight out my heart/

Like a small garage in your backyard