This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

With your flashlight, tell me what do you see

Should have known this- you seen my rap verses lately?

And by this i meant, i should have said,

Code red, which means you go red

Hatin,’ need machine gunsall these niggas they broke boys

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

I should not have to pay the fee

Than the muse of a family

Which underwear should i ware n conflaxe with dicks n nuts should i have everyday!,

But in the midst of all this anger and this angstnever once did you heard me say

Mami told me son, hold your own

Soon as you got inside i should have known

Fuck i should have prepared but better late than never

Queen wit a crown that be down for whatever

I thought my heart was stopping

Like wu-tang, look how i do the thing