This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

Translation cause my life is too sweet

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Hatin,’ need machine gunsall these niggas they broke boys

And by this i meant, i should have said,

I get mine and i bounce like a bad check

Heath ledger said the nights gonna be dark

Where i could scream my bars straight out my heart/

About the-na-ture-of-the-world-to-day, the nature of the world today

Which underwear should i ware n conflaxe with dicks n nuts should i have everyday!,

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

Boy in a flash its like you start to replace him

Perfect 10 and lord knows that i need one

I start my incision, my heart unforgiven

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

Should have known this- you seen my rap verses lately?