This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

Cause i got caught up in the scenewondering what would happen to this

You downs-syndrome syphilitic bitch- you should have feared my viciousness

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Everything be rem, my eyes look like them chinese boys

And i can't breath when i'm high cause the airs too thin

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

That mean i never trust em. and if you ever love them

It's like a spell that i should have stayed away from.

Talk shit, take a stand in the same rhyme

I have nobodys heart but mine

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Me and my family, my friends, nigga we ride for you always

And by this i meant, i should have said,

That sick set, tryna get my kickflips wet