This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I start my incision, my heart unforgiven

Earl boykins i 'm hearing voices i try and listen

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Then i'm bustin' like an uzi when i'm through with that shit

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started

Cause i got caught up in the scenewondering what would happen to this

You downs-syndrome syphilitic bitch- you should have feared my viciousness

And i ain't worried bout a damn thang, with unconditional love

Should have took some precaution now its costin me my conscious

I still keep it indie, y'all worried the dow slim

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

I miss you saying i love you swiftly followed by my name,

I done lost too many homies to this motherfuckin' game