This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I thought my heart was stopping

I got my wife, so fuck the ring

Where i could scream my bars straight out my heart/

Dick soft as fuck, but somehow i go hard

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Everything be rem, my eyes look like them chinese boys

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

For me looks good she said oh you so sweet

Over all i think we should have known

And firm his beliefs... his heart made of stone

I should not have to pay the fee

Cause you love me, call me daddy

Should have took some precaution now its costin me my conscious

And all we lack is communication like service sucks

Nigga still tired so i'm yawnin, and now i'm gone

If i can't have your heart then mine i will pawn.