This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Me and my family, my friends, nigga we ride for you always

I should not have to pay the fee

Look, i'm still talking to you baby

So i feel hate in my heart

And by the way i'mma start

And mansions on the fault line of a shaky market

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

Even when y'all deep, y'all still all sweet

Hit you with a "oh my" followed by a "god damn"

It's all too black for me to blame it on the man

And by this i meant, i should have said,

That i just haven't came up with a name yet