This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Me and my family, my friends, nigga we ride for you always

I'm tryna follow money, she tryna fall in love

Should have took some precaution now its costin me my conscious

I told her i love that pussy, she think we a couple though

My heart kept saying that it’s her that i should follow

Checkmate i made the wrong move i should have listen

I ain't no emo nigga, i do not lean on women

I start my incision, my heart unforgiven

Forever in debt to the lord for he's given

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

Where i could scream my bars straight out my heart/

No wonder why when times get hard

I thought my heart was stopping

But he don't rule a thing