This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

Truthfully, some eye at least

I can do it all and it ain't no problem

It's like a spell that i should have stayed away from.

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Hatin,’ need machine gunsall these niggas they broke boys

I sip the def ale with all the fly women

I start my incision, my heart unforgiven

Huh, got to get better with time

I have nobodys heart but mine

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

Dirty rotten nigger picked it from a cotton gin

I thought my heart was stopping

It ain't where i been