This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I thought my heart was stopping

And my only fear's a wedding ring

I'm feeling like the realest little nigga in this business

You downs-syndrome syphilitic bitch- you should have feared my viciousness

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

About the-na-ture-of-the-world-to-day, the nature of the world today

Which underwear should i ware n conflaxe with dicks n nuts should i have everyday!,

Checkmate i made the wrong move i should have listen

And thinkin 'bout it, i'm goin and gettin another one

I should not have to pay the fee

And you are you too, but bitch i'm three

And i can't breath when i'm high cause the airs too thin

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'