This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I spit that garden of game, look at the hoes on him

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

Headed for doom, still consumed by the beast

Had to teach the bitch manners, now i gotta learn her

Fuck i should have prepared but better late than never

And by this i meant, i should have said,

I'll be the thunder, shake the whole bed

And by the way i'mma start

I loved you with all my heart

I rock awesomley, the offspring of the flawless brings game

I miss you saying i love you swiftly followed by my name,

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

It's all over now, take it like a man

Hit you with a "oh my" followed by a "god damn"