This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started

Complexion from heaven don't be bleaching your shit

I thought my heart was stopping

Flapjack, ooh he bring

Me and my family, my friends, nigga we ride for you always

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

Headed for doom, still consumed by the beast

They don't hear my bark

I loved you with all my heart

Checkmate i made the wrong move i should have listen

Only fear death when you staring down a loaded gun

Lord i'm so focused more focused than i ever been

I start my incision, my heart unforgiven

And by this i meant, i should have said,

Your bitch, she ugly, i kick her out the bed