This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

I should have said something i should have let her know

My liver's cold, i got the frigid flow

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started

They say, trojans never break but it ain't that

I know these haters watching

I thought my heart was stopping

Thought you was a cutie, though your booty mad thin

All these illusions have me lost on what i should be doin'

It's like a spell that i should have stayed away from.

Watch them grow and then you die? no, nigga fuck the system

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Hatin,’ need machine gunsall these niggas they broke boys

Cause i got caught up in the scenewondering what would happen to this

You downs-syndrome syphilitic bitch- you should have feared my viciousness

Know give me a head start

So i feel hate in my heart