This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

But am i less holy

I should not have to pay the fee

If i can't have your heart then mine i will pawn.

Often wonder to myself where the day's gone

Yeah, see, breaking up is hard

So i feel hate in my heart

Hatin,’ need machine gunsall these niggas they broke boys

I should have been named joyce, so we can rejoice in my choice,

Chickens and waffles instead, and right back to this balling shit

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started

I am ryu-like to the fiend

Not one bit should i have been relieved,

I'm feeling like the realest little nigga in this business

You downs-syndrome syphilitic bitch- you should have feared my viciousness

And ya section know when any day tecs could blow

My heart kept saying that it’s her that i should follow