This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

If i can't have your heart then mine i will pawn.

And before the sun came up, he was gone

Fuck i should have prepared but better late than never

And my nigga bam bam, he ready for whatever

I thought my heart was stopping

Don't want to be the king

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Over all i think we should have known

Now all i am is alone

Never been a nigga more intricate with the wisdom

It's like a spell that i should have stayed away from.

A couple milli in the bag and my face good

U might be thinking like...i should have neva started