This is a song about "I should have followed my heart"

Soon as you got inside i should have known

Playin with fire is a danger zone

Fuck i should have prepared but better late than never

I wanted a brother my mother i told her

And i can see us after school, we'd bomb

If i can't have your heart then mine i will pawn.

I miss you saying i love you swiftly followed by my name,

Different positions, but she still moaning the same

Over all i think we should have known

Born alone, work alone, die alone

I should not have to pay the fee

Walk that body, talk that body

My waist with an abused hate with an amused state i should have refused grace

Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face

So i feel hate in my heart

I know my calling's worth like phone card