This is a song about "I see a suicide in my mind"

I always have to be a thought in your mind

And screaming i guess them nightmares as a child

Searching for salvation, in a place called my mind/

Gotta give it to you girl you're one of a kind

You can search but you'll never find

I got a girl up on my mind

And a fist full of money give it to a fifth grade

They're all a big mistake, suicide isn't in your fate.

Replaced by freak shit i am currently down for

Getting my mind higher trying to see a bit clearer

I give up my light like an interracial couple wit a child

Usually i get time to get gone and lost in my mind

Every time i find you keep going deeper in my mind

Photogenic, windows tinted, what type of car the ferrari kind

My mind is controllin me, i must be in a dream

Stay gold, alchemy, nigga we rap's alpha team