This is a song about "I say that keeps me going"

Just seen another brother buried plus i knew him for years

Because i feed off all the pain that keeps you strained in your conscience

So i hope you get the message when i say you're going down,

Never knew a hooker that could share me, i get around

I take it slow, get baked then say i'm never going home,

Though surrounded by an entourage, i feel like i'm alone

People call me a try-hard, and say that i "act blacker",

And all that deep shit i was previously down for

Wack telling me that i can’t say the word

And when my eyes looking like a nigga tired

Livin like a thief, runnin through the streets

Now i have this girl, who changed me for keeps

Just gettin you a job then i zip that broad tryina get in them walls like ghost dad

Fuck this i'm going back stomping on the gas, found kcb, and all i could say was that i'm back

I aint even peaked yet trust me when i say that

That farrakhan hakeem olajuwon qaddafi rap