This is a song about "I really miss my ex i wish i could spent the rest of my life with him"

Reality of my life rise on the east with stars i align

From ten to nine, you do your business right, let me attend to mine

I miss you. i wish i could kiss you. having you around was bliss, it's true.

Lobster over salmon and i ain't ever tried to tuna you

Everything my people did, i wish that i could take it back,

I didn't take my fucking ritalin, this is a hype track

Cause i been in the field life on the line with him

Everything got a flaw, we desire perfection

Permanently focused, learning while i'm going

I wish i could be like em, drain away my sin

I wish i could see your face behind this screen as i sit in my castle

Keep it real as penitentiary steelthis ain't no freestyle battle

I'm everything that they call nice

Me for the rest of my life

No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble

Chorus: i really miss you girl, this is my struggle.