This is a song about "I no longer feel your pain or your shame"

The engine in back of my car

No longer a blip on your radar

The cloth from which we came me and them is not the same

On your body that is now no longer trying to refrain

Every time i walk inside the house, she always tend to start shit

Feel like the world doesn't care about or your where-about and you feel isolated

I smoke dope too hide my pain , people say my life is full of shame.

All this icin i'm ashamed, look like lightnin' in the chain

And you feel like no ones ever sees your

I'm understanding that bull like a matador

Catch me in the city with the trunk on crack

Beating on your wife, no longer talking to your dad,

Especially when i feel failure, it gives me that sense of shame

To money and fame, i changed my nameand played a different game

Beach on the weekend

For no longer am i scared,