This is a song about "I m trying to learn something new"

I'm not an asshole i just don't give a fuck a lot

Trying to get his life together, or something of that sought

I'm just trying to learn better ways

Keep yo' head up and try to keep the faith

Cause i got caught up in the scenewondering what would happen to this

It's obvious that i learn to balance the negative and positive

Trying to hold back my feelings is something i've had to do,

But i was plotting on you, i really wish that i'd have got to know you

And strangle you with that fucking leather jacket

Now i m getting bored and started to write this shit...

It is religious conquest i`m trying to pursue

See you was there every year when i needed you