This is a song about "I m trying to learn something new"

It's not a figure of speech when i tell you that i dumped her

I am going to have to learn how to keep my temper

To money and fame, i changed my nameand played a different game

They are still knocking on my door they wanting more, i`m about to got insane

Cause i got caught up in the scenewondering what would happen to this

It's obvious that i learn to balance the negative and positive

I don't give a fuck either like father, like son, i'm done

I knew not to but still i did it like i didn't learn my lesson.

I have to bleed a bucket full, my life is a movie rated m for mature.

Look inside of my light find hope and maybe just quit, look inside of your

Blue ball, who fault? mine, only cause i stick around

Today i always have to write something down

Pushing keys like them niggas that were banging on the keys

I felt something awaken within me. a new way to breathe.

From the truth, you knew you had something to prove to the new fools,

You wondering why she ain't fucking, we winning, nigga you lose