This is a song about "I m not good enough"

It's just textbook stuff

I know i say this enough

Like keep grinding boy, your life can change in one year

I m not making u feel that u r my dear...

The pain of the memories of you in the hospital last, forever and a day it seems.

I may not be very good at this test thing and sometimes i need a few little cheats

I may not be very good at this test thing and sometimes i need a little cheat

My heart beatsechoes into the cold streetswhere nightmares and darkness begin to meet

Not good enough for heaven, spare me "amen",

I wish i’ll never see you again

But thats not good enough for you

And word i blew off herb i grew