This is a song about "I m lyin down on my bed thinkin bout life why i gotta go through so much trouble to survive"

Pussy and patron that's some great advice

I have been through so much abuse in my life

I ain't lyin' in wait, get to merkin' 'em down

Start climbing up the charts, so sick, but they tried to clown

Hold up yea we the best

I have so much weight on my chest

I don't have much so i've gotta take my damn time.

I ain't sayin' namesthey say the tape was really mine

I just tell ha we be wildin u lyin bout yo

Never tell em bend over i just make em’ take a bow

But the love from the boppers had 'him watchin they rise

Cus i know you wanted me to do so much more with my life/

I put my body to bed

Lifes not all fair, work till we fall dead

Cuz i got so much weight on my shoulders i'm scared to fall,

I'm so-cal, you so-called rappers need to go call