This is a song about "I m killing myself"

My life's based upon what i'mma do this year

I m not making u feel that u r my dear...

Since back in high school, we was true, me and you

Scram i;m done with you piece of shit boo

I'm through trial, no more smiles, for a couple years

At 16 years old,i`m bettter than these haters

I'm trying to grow for you, if you can take love

I m stuck with my laptop in this shitty office...

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

I need to fucking find myself,

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears

Possessed, i kill everyone, and started killing myself