This is a song about "I m going crazy trying to kill myself because i love him so much but he puts me off"

But how can i give this closure when i love you so much?

Tsa be laughing all them rubbers in your luggage

Sleeping in a cell, it's been 30 weeks

I'm not crazy i 'm doing gods deeds

So to refrain from going crazy i just keep rapping

She was so stuck, a fool in love with the wrong thing

I swear i could kill him but i know im better than him

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin

Her body's been paranormal since buying that pair of titties, look

Im sorry i love you so much but, its not my choice, id stay if i could,

16 and i wanted to kill myself,

Yeah, that there is a fight in itself

I think you and your friends

But i remember to myself

Sure i may be crazy but what love to do is have fun

Figure i would make the nba and make me a fortune