This is a song about "I loved me old bff"

Fucked up, hating ass areas in the world

The only people i loved were the first

Hit the club and i let it fly, claim you balling nigga telling lies

I was 9 years old, i'' bled'' a lot, shouted'' help me pop'' ,and u didn't connive

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

I loved you, but you just took me by sur#prise, slowly, draining away my #life

Funny how money, chains and whips make me feel free

The wear and tear gets old i swear, aging faster than me

P.s hey, how long will they mourn you? forever and a day

Maybe if you'd loved me, i wouldn't have turned out this way

For me looks good she said oh you so sweet

I loved watching her when she would sleep.

I know people loved everything you said against me ''i am a motherfucker pussy

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

Mumma said she loved me regardless

Thought this was forever love