This is a song about "I love you but its hard"

In life she the wife who was right in that deep end

I know its getting hard for you to defend

But laughin hard i watch you still talk about the man

Fuck it, its hip hop and niggas don't give a damn

I'm trend-setting, despite of an awful debut

I know i can be a bitch, but i do love you

Tell your homegirl relax and let me get inside you

Its hard to beleive but this life really true

But i got it all undercontrol you dont know how hard i tried

Harder niggas try to hate me, they be lovin’ this side

But i aint sick i did love you

Take you out kentland and show you a zoo

Ridin' in that es with my nefertiti queen

But i spit so hard i make you motha fuckas lean

I think its love dont you think so

Effortless flow, a couple sum’n a show