This is a song about "I love you but am tired of showing it"

Coat of pained stiches but i am wearin it, proudly

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

As deep as dawson's creek and shit

Rocket my name i know you love it

Called that bitch my quaterback, wild cat all that

And we're tired of you fucking faggots, so can it

It's all too black for me to blame it on the man

I would but you need to understand thats not who i am

Don't buy into this shit, i know you love ig'nant, but fuck it,

And put together a million march for some gangsta shit

And i can't do it anymore, i'm tired of always not being first

During the summer my addiction took a turn for tha worst

So you no i aint tired

Red bottoms with the spike work

Jesus i love you with every fiber of my being you know it, its hard for

But fuck that, cindi was my dope fiend motherwelfare checks never stepped through the front door