This is a song about "I love him but also hate him"

I hate my design but roll with the love

And i ain't never plan to be famous

Nail to 2 tha coffin

But i put my trust in him

Damn, i'm just waiting for my life to begin

I met zylo, now i'm rappin wit him.

But when i searched him up, i got a different story/

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

Becoming a good rapper ain't that easy of a process

Of people that would love him and follow him. do what he says.

Feed niggas shells like my motherfucking beach is nice

But the love from the boppers had 'him watchin they rise

Carl c is gone , mcees hate him vote against him

What's you motivation, huh, what's your motivation

Flowin' like i'm in poker, you never know my emotion

I don't want to admit it, but i was willing to lose him,