This is a song about "I love him but also hate him"

Lies, tangled with fiction

But im never sick of him

They label me a backpackin' nigga on fashion

I don't want to admit it, but i was willing to lose him,

Carl c is gone , mcees hate him vote against him

Gucci & nike, that’s what i call an option

But from that moment on i became what i promised him,

So right before i sleep, dear god, what i'm askin

I’m smoother than alopecia skin

I promise im -not - him

But i couldnt stop him from smoking all those cigarettes

Looking for dangerously hot bitches and safe sex

But the love from the boppers had 'him watchin they rise

She said to love a bitch is to roll the dice

At him that'll probably sting, he'll get back up and rave hate,

She was a les 'til i went ahead and screwed her straight