This is a song about "I love drugs"

I ain't into ganging up, banging 'em, or slanging drugs,

That mean im overflowin all you rappin niggas in cups

But boy do i remember all the drugs i did.

To look at you is painful, cuz i ain’t seen you naked

Even though she make it hard for me to see you

I don't fuckin' rap about any drugs that i don't do,

I do too many drugs, and i have too many habits

She on media take out, but don't take out her kids

To come and change my life around

I wanna do drugs until i'm down,

And now it's clear as this promise

All because i can't feel love

It's like we both forgot what we were fighting for

I don't know if it's the drugs . . . or