This is a song about "I lost you to cancer"

When you rapping how i'm rapping, they fellatio free

I was lost in my thoughts like drifting out to sea

For this, i thank the lord

You told me to get lost

Squash your pride you think i fucking lost my mind?

Never bad-handing nothing, therefore i grind

Whether any weather, nobody doing it better

I feel like i have lost you forever

But you died of cancer. sometimes i call you, hoping you'll answer.

I guess i got to be a fucking hand-me-down rapper

You told me god was the answer

For kicks i cure cancer

I can do that to a nigga and make a pool on her

Only thing you smoke is firecrackers causing cancer

I lost mona,i lost wife

And when i start to rise