This is a song about "I lost this round"

I feel lost and unwanted/

Contributing the real shit

Lost in this nonsense i can't comprehend please help me mend

Down to ride to the bloody end, just me and my girlfriend

My chances were shallow somehow i'm so deep

While writing this i got lost in the beat

Blue ball, who fault? mine, only cause i stick around

I wish we could meet in the ring, go round to round

Simple timing and found i can run rings round

But i apologize for not walking you around

That's real as ever

Man i just lost my temper

Plus i masturbated daily, so my arms were round.

They stop the whole game everytime i come around

I feel lost and unwanted

Small, but you talkin' big