This is a song about "I just wanna die"

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

I wanna die and watch my dark soul fade, leaving the kitchen blade, on the counter,

Bitch i just wanna remember your smell

Young and dumb as hell, businesses i'm running well

I can make the clouds jealous nigga i am that fly

Right now i don’t give a fuck i just hope you die

Rappers contrive about me but i just won't die

Hands in the airrrrrrr let-let-let-let it fly

Just pour me a glass of that dark shit

I just wanna rap a bit

Don't wanna die but i thy and buy whatever is needed or what i have retreated

I love it when it's girl upon girl with one manay, put your butt on my mustache, fuck that

Till you get fed up and wanna die

Real nigga shit, don't tell no lie

I just wanna fucking die

Damn is your mattress dry