This is a song about "I have been abandoned"

Right? and i know things may have been hard,

I'd rather have me no job than no heart

What have i been certain to expect

Carol city or was it the west

I have been through so much abuse in my life

Look, the illest bitch alive, reallest bitch alive

Like girls who have never been a bitch, i feel an itch

They frontin', they charles s. dutton movin' garbage

I'll moon walk it if i'm truly in your heart

Right? and i know things may have been hard,

I can do that to a nigga and make a pool on her

I abandoned my father, he lost his honor, made me suffer

Clutchin’ on this lube and roses

Since when have i been doing this?