This is a song about "I hate my life"

Is you a fiend now, nigga? catch a gleamed bullet

So much shit on my mind i fucking hate it

I got blessed with immortality of my life

Feed niggas shells like my motherfucking beach is nice

I got two bitches my life,

Rollin' down the four o five

Niggas wanna know why i'm so nice

Cuz i lived there my whole life

And i would never walk in the shadow that never was really there

I felt hate and ugliness leaving my body along with despair.

I hate you punk, in my mind you suck

So i ain't giving a fuck

I started to melt, but continued my life

I'm the author for gangsters, tough guys

I have memories of melodies in my life. (in my life)

Do you think you'll ever get to the point where you can live