This is a song about "I had it hard"

No matter how hard it gets, i will

Dope enough to snort crack and sit the fuck still

I didnt care but it had to end

Nigga i ain't never scared

As: they will be so surprised

I find it hard to find

Always wanted a piece of the pie, now it’s sliced right

When the feelings i always had are hard to describe

What preceded was the clue

I bet it hard being you

I know it hard but baby hold on

Lip balm she's some nun bitch from st. john

You can mix 'em all together you would still be twice as bad

Knowin that it was just somethin that i really never had.

I was like a young simba couldn’t wait to be the king

Had time to reach it before i gripped it, i had you stripping,