This is a song about "I had it and i lost it"

I had cancer once, no twice and i beat it.

And all the pain the world cause she be healin' that shit

Throwin round wallets like the dude that kid cudi hit

So close now i truly taste it. i had dream, and i chased it.

Sipping moscato with models having exotic dishes

I know people had it worse, but i had it bad enough

I had a dream, and i chased it,

Please get hip to that new d.c. shit

A lion in form, matt leinart when firing the ball

But what if i had it my way and just ended it all

Cause i've lost all recognition on it and i didn't expect to be reminiscin'

Shall increase when we meet up in this dark placeyou might think you're happy with him

I had a dream, and i chased it,

That white whip sit like a slight wrist slit

I had a dream, and i chased it,

Bulletproof vest won't protect shit