This is a song about "I forgive her but not me"

I'm optimistic like playing keeno with all that you got

He said dear lord forgive me, i know i sin a lot.i sin a lot.

My insecurities and worries shall be no longer

She never cares for me, but i still care for her

Not being with her makes me feel shitty.

And i got a little big, keep it low key

Begging me to quit rap, but i'm just not ready to let it loose for her

Simply give me a beat, i guarantee i’ll make a hater move over

But i kid you not don't mess with me

And teachers thought i was dumb or crazy

I confronted her and she said " i know you gave me everything but love is not

They even raped her so we blazed they padautomatic shots rang out, on every block

Boy, i’m doin’ my damn thing

Please forgive me i'm trying

Just be there to help me and support me that's what you're here for

Nba 2k but i'm not a hooper, drug a bitch haha, i dooped her