This is a song about "I fooled myself pretty well"

I'm pretty sure i should of died, my altered state of mind

No man alive has ever witnessed struggles i survived

But the thing i miss most is holding my pretty

Busta-ass motherfuckers tried to flee

I try to sound dope, but my rhymes are pretty sickly

And the life i live is hell see, i never thought i'd see

For the outlawz, here we come

I found myself a reason

I pick myself back up again

Vijay singh and all of them

Coconuts ciroc where puff at, never fall in love, don't cuff that

Says his lyrics was making me numb well that was pretty dumb, his last rap

If i give a fuck, it's probably from my dick

Now that it's on the track i guess it sounds pretty sick

By how i conduct myself

I shed so many tears