This is a song about "I feel so lonely and desperation"

Cum again, invite 'em if you have any fun friends

Im feeling so lonely only myself

I just feel so alone

Heart made of stone

Till desperation invaded and made it step away stunned

And you would think that i’m european, my tribe different

My pistol close in handconvinced this is my year

And i've found myself lonely once again i fear.

All my love to these queens in here

Everything is so surreal i can't feel

So i bend over to get the fork, and of course i feel a little prod,

My nomo could be found in stores but the jersey only nomo got

So why do i feel the urge to cry and tell you "look i tried"

This my little brother on my mother's side, our father died

I don't kiss and tell, that's so middle school

I represent the desperation of the poor