This is a song about "I feel so lonely and desperation"

You got me blue and lonely

The watch cost me 2; your bitch, free

You're like the sun and winter, my pot of gold

So lonely and cold, respectable and bold.

Momma said i should reconsider law school

I represent the desperation of the poor

Till desperation invaded and made it step away stunned

This is delight no surprise, tonight’s not any different

The king upon the throne

Why do i feel so alone

And i have forsaken my marriage, now she gon take me for loot

Daddy took my last money to buy presents for her, and i feel so screwed

I just wanna keep it real

So addicted to this rush i feel

Now im killin myself slowely, and lonely,

Away the tragedy, so i stay sucker free