This is a song about "I feel so lonely and desperation"

For real, i feel so blessed

Life has put her to the test

So lonely and cold, respectable and bold.

Nudies and some j six, where i’m from it’s cold

Catch feelings of a pussy, thats rarely homey

Whenever i got a rhyme and feel lonely

Brand new airs cocaine white, feels so good but it ain't right

So why do i feel the urge to cry and tell you "look i tried"

Oh i feel so alone

On my way back home

Away the tragedy, so i stay sucker free

Now im killin myself slowely, and lonely,

Just so i can feel normal,

I lose my mind for divine oral