This is a song about "I don t know why i am sad"

And thought why am i still alive why am i still here.

All i’m hearing is aids, i ain’t deaf in my ear

But actually i am sad

Fourth quarter, that sack; fourth ward in all black

But mama, why am i so special?

The most ill, more drama than denzel

And even though i don't know why i am this way

Now them silly bitches calling me like everyday

Stallion of the year: medallions in my ear

Depressed for years they still don`t know what i feel

E to the t, r-o-i then add another t

Call me lazy, i ain't your baby

Why am i still alive?

Nigga livin the life

You dont know who i am

Like fuck it man