This is a song about "I died"

When big lips is in the attic armed with an addict's arm

My life that will thrive like i died twice and third time's the charm

Even my father left me, it felt like i died and i cried all night

And i been fucking with cosby since i was ten, you damn right

You headin' to his car for some sexi pass by, can't hold back tears inside

I knew this guy, shit, i wouldn't hurt a fly yet wouldn't cry if he died.

Killa never let the drama slide

But now look at you, you wouldn't care if i died

Y'all could be the star in my ficky spot light

She died, i cried, my eyes opened wide,

I sigh, in my heart, a million soldiers just died.

Hearing nikki giovanni on a late summer night

He could've died of a cardiac arrest. i only dream about it.

Maserati’s my birthright car, pass it, i need another hit

Im sayin one night my love is like that

My best friend died while i vacated,