This is a song about "I cutt just to feel the pain"

Notice everything it wasn't. realizing why it shouldn't ever be again

It is friday i will do shit my way, i will spill hell's rain to day, feel the pain

Then i wait for them days to turn good again

Shots in my system just to numb the pain

And i ain't worried bout a damn thang, with unconditional love

I can feel the new people around me just want to be famous

I dont want to feel all this pain

Searching for fortune and fame

See we’ll be cool as long as you just play your part

Except feel the pain stabbing through my heart

You will consequently feel the pain

And not a single feature except lil wayne

I tried to leave, but honestly i love the pain

Sang sittin there kickin it with malcolm, 'til the day came

The pain i feel, the sorrow that's hitting me is deep in my bones.

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