This is a song about "I chose death before dishonor"

So i chose him carefully.. i don't care about what iv done,

I said alright, enthused that my lord gave a listen

So i told her i got something you've been waiting for

Cause either you gonna whine or you climb; i chose the latter

If the bitch bad i could pass you a dime

Why i chose the life of a fein/

I chose to make mistakes at the age of eight

Dropped out of school never made it to the 12th grade

Overexposure like i chose hurt with no shirt, turns into a tan

No matter how much i try, stay alive, i'm a die a man

I'm the doctor you my nurse in a uniform

I chose to keep pressin' on the pedal, after we mourn

Feed niggas shells like my motherfucking beach is nice

Nobody knows my strife i never chose my life

They swore that i was all fuckin' nuts like a gay porn

I chose to keep pressin' on the pedal, after we mourn