This is a song about "I chose death before dishonor"

If i take an oath that mean i give up all my area code hoes

I pray to god that he saves me from the life that i chose

But i chose to pursue it, i gon’ let it fail,

Y'all niggas look like y'all wanted me to stay in jail

Grab your bulletproof vest niggacause its gonna be a long one

So i chose him carefully.. i don't care about what iv done,

I chose to make mistakes at the age of eight

Fuck them bitches, ain't trying to get laid

You were the one i chose, out of all the rest.

I cut my wrist and play piano cause i'm so depressed

Cause when i flare it like staring death in the eyes before you say you're goodbyes,

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

But i chose lonesome instead- hitting bitches not so wholesome in bed

Bet you thirty dollars you find her like cartman found kenny, dead