This is a song about "I chose death before dishonor"

But i chose to pursue it, i gon’ let it fail,

Put these bitches on lock down, something like jail

I chose to keep pressin' on the pedal, after we mourn

Do he kiss you on the forehead and keep you warm

Cause you chose to fuck with death and now its to late

Drink a fifth of hennessy and then take another fade

Cause when i flare it like staring death in the eyes before you say you're goodbyes,

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

Half my peers, they're stretched for years

So its death before birth

The proverbial lemonade that i made

No lie, just know i chose my own fate

Nobody knows my strife i never chose my life

Married to this rap shit, tell em' throw the rice

Baby i’mma mess, mess

All i want now, is death